"Am I" (go back »)

"Am I"

Giving you the space that you need,

Am I someone whose worth your time?

Loving you the way I've never loved before,

Am I someone who you can call your own?

Giving you every inch of my heart,

Am I everything you asked for?

Screaming inside when you're gone,

Did I say something to push you away?

Watching you when you're sleeping ...

Looking so precious and peaceful,

Am I getting too close?

Isolating myself from you ...

Feeling as though you don't want me near,

Do you still want me?

Comforting you when you've had a bad day ....

Taking my hands acting as if they are strange,

Should I leave you alone?

Curled up together in bed ....

Moving closer to you,

Am I not what you expected?

Confused in the words you say,

Confused in the signs that you give

Am I just wasting your time?

The days you are gone,

I begin to pack my things

Leaving behind what we have,

Are you going to watch me leave?

Watching from my mirror

I see the expression on your face,

Did you even care that I left?

Tears start to roll down my face

So alone,

Am I wasting my tears?

In My Poetry